IT'S THE SAME OLD STORY

It’s overwhelming. I can’t ruin the moment by leting my temper get in the way and I don’t want to have another row with my mom. I’m just partially shutting myself out because it’s the same argument all over again. I don’t understand why my family can’t really see how big of a deal this is, but I can understand that they’re just very worried about my safety. It’s a cruel world we live in and they’ve been through a lot so I guess I really can’t get mad at them for caring about me. *sigh* It’s 1 am and I’m in bed typing this out on my ipod. Excuse the typos. I couldn’t really get on to the computer. I guess I’ll have to tell you about my adventure tomorrow. Er… Later. When I wake up. Good night everybody!

One last thought. My best friend and I went to National Bookstore at SM yesterday and went to the books section upstairs. Fifty Shades of Grey was one of the books in display right in front. As in when you walk up the stairs, it’s one of the first things you see. We were just looking around and my friend picked it up. I told her, “Oh you do NOT want to read that…” I put it back in display. She gave me this look so I said, “Okay. Fine. Read the back cover.”

And she slowly put it back.

Why would anyone want to put that in front with Memoirs of a Geisha, some John Green books, and some young adult books? o___o

It’s 8 in the morning here and I just wanted to share with everyone that I’ll be doing something very exciting and charitable (I’d like to think it is) later on this evening. I’ll be going with a dear friend of mine—my best friend of 10 years! I am so blessed that she has given me the opportunity to help out in this event and I am also very thankful that my parents considered it. Given the fact that my parents are VERY overprotective and don’t really let me go to events like these, there was a lot of convincing involved, both from me and from my friend.

Now, I’m about to do some chores and prepare! I’ll tell more about it when I get home! :D

Flo Rida’s Low has been my mom’s ringtone ever since it came out. Every time I would change it, she goes berserk and asks me why the heck I changed it.

I don’t get it. Why does she like it so much? o__O

Too much Jessica Sanchez on tv. Too much Jessica Sanchez from my mom, my dad, heck, my whole flipping family. It’s suffocating! Don’t get me wrong, I think she’s great too and of course it would be nice for her to win. It just keeps going on and on lately and it has come to a point that I find it quite annoying. Like those ads for Lady Gaga’s concert. Her songs were stuck in my head for like a week because of it.

Now, mom comes home and starts with a “Jessica Sanchez…” to her sentence. I was about to try and block it off when she mentions again about me and Jessica sharing the same birthday.

I heard it from my dad once but I thought he was just kidding, or teasing me and stuff. So right when mom mentions it again, I looked it up. It’s true. Right down to the year.

Funny how that bit of information can melt the heart and maybe—just maybe—help me tolerate all of this.

Win or lose, she’s already something big. So hey, congratulations to her. :)

This is pissing me off. Why does facebook keep on crashing on me?

Just as Peacock started playing on my ipod, my mother comes in and started talking about nuts. She told me that I should eat some of the nuts on the kitchen counter and I was just there lying on the bed trying to switch the song. Talk about bad timing, mother. D:

I had another nightmare. There was so much blood and it was about me and some other people being chased down by this girl inside a very white building. When we finally confronted each other, she had this weird and almost demonic transformation. Then she brings up Jigoku Shoujo. I can’t really remember exactly what she said but it was something like, “From now on, you will call me Enma Ai.”

I should probably stop watching horror-themed movies/shows :| The last time I had a nightmare like this, it also involved an eerie place, a scary girl, and a lot of blood.

Still plan on watching Jigoku Shoujo some time though.

I’m having trouble organizing computer files, my things, and my life :|

Something I loved to hear back in high school when our choir would participate in competitions.

Something I would dread to hear now that I’m in college. :|

If anyone’s gonna bother to give me a gift, I would really love to have new headphones for my ipod. Mine just got broken and I don’t really have the money to buy new ones :(

Or maybe someone can buy me a new ipod!

Loljk

So! I got tagged back by j-sson. I’m too lazy to tag new people so I’m just gonna answer his questions.

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